beyb, do you know , ho much i missing you right now? DO YOU ? :'(

I don't know where to start , but clearly.. I really miss you.
I want you by my side , laughing and joking as ever. pass the days with you..

I realize you've made me crazy
by God, I love with all my heart and i love you soooooo right now [ animashaun]
I remember when you first came to my house, spending the night on the terrace of my house and told me horror, hihihi :P
and things that until now I always remember. [Hmm.. actually I'm embarrassed to reveal this, but...ah let it be :p]
when you want to go home, suddenly you directly kiss me. IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE OHEEMGEE!
I just know how desperate you are, muaaah :**
you make me feel live in the movie , nyiahahah
I remember when you said "maybe because I too love you,"
did you know? as tough your words make me freeze.
everytime you take my hand and rang my hand 'kretekkreteekk ~~" :p
and I remember when you always pinched my cheeks to kiss me passionately and directly. 
OH MY .. I really miss it! :(

but, somehow , suddenly you're transformed. Indifferent, cold, and curt when talking to me .
seemed really no time for me even slightly.
and it seems you are very busy . maybe o.O
i know, sometimes I'm jealous with that ugly woman . hehe sorry . why she was provoked anger with the status that's no classy. oh no! iyeeeekksss
If I'm jealous , it means that I love and I love. uhmm... weird theory .
sometimes I want to be mad, but after I though .. for what am I angry? probably will just make things worse. right?
but I also was not bear with your character as would not know how I feel.
I was always told with my bestfriend. I couldn't just cry in front of them. asked what my fault? to make you slightly changed your attitude with me. much different from the first. when we start dating. Uuuhh .. don't imagine! it's too beautiful .
damn!
my friends said "let him first, until he call you back,"
Okay. though difficult. I able with that suggestion . And what happens? you send a message on my cell phone. hah shit my pulse up! I can't reply to your message. Sorry beyb :"(
I don't know anymore, but I'm just hoping. we can hangout tomorrow. Yeaaah .. on Saturday .
Do you know? how much I miss you.. ? huks huks -,- I wanna see youuuuuuuu :'O